Mon, 22 Jul, 2019

When there is nothing to be done by me, No. When there is nothing I want nor need to be done by me. I close my eyes and breathe and let myself be taken over be taken over by sleep. No passion I have. No passion I know. Nor does dust and dirt bother me. So I let them not be bothered By me. Awake I can count the seconds, the seconds I hear all tick away leaving me behind like the people I know. Now even the time I know is leaving me. I close my eyes and breathe. Sleep, Please take over me. 1000 seconds will pass in 1 second. 1000 seconds will pass in 1 second. 1000 seconds have passed in 1 second for me. And 3 hours have passed for me. 3 hours in a day that is 12 hours long and 9 hours of day time remain. For the 9 hours left with me, let me find a purpose or let purpose find me. I implore u. I beg of u. For if neither is possible, all I have with me is sleep.